There is something I don't want to see on my way to bought an yummy but expensive milk tea. It's on the Chinese New Year, many cars parked on the two sides of roads in the community. More near the working days, the cars will leave from here, and left some empty spaces.
What I saw is two little cats playing on the empty parking space, you only can saw this view in night. That's the thing happen, someone drive the RV car so fast than the limit of 5km/hr. The smart one jump from the road immediately, but the other one is not so lucky. After the car left, the cat didn't move. I was too scare to do some rescue, because I don't know did it alive? Even I can know, I didn't have courage to face that tragedy.
Maybe there is an angel pass here, the cat is moving? Did it alive? The angel take its life and my hope to the heaven. My sister want to leave here as soon as possible, she doesn't want to see the view just like me. The second minute, I start to think where is the animal hospital is still opening during the Chinese New Year. At last, I didn't do anything, but more cats gather around and grieved for the partner.
Next ten minute, I keep silent. I thought all of this again and again. I ask myself, what if I took the cat to the hospital right on the RV bump into the cat? What if I don't care anyone's opinion and just to the right thing? What if I don't doubt my ability? I know something, it always to be easy to blame the troublemaker and complain with another. Just like what I am doing now.
When I come back, I see the guardsman take an package of something and left it as a garbage. Through the translucent package, I can see there is a something with black, just like the dead cat. That's so sarcastic, the final end of a life, is just a plastic shroud and take place of funeral in a waste yard. "If I can't give a hand to a cat, save a human still more. When I am in the emergency condition, should my life worth the help from others. I don't think my soul is grander than an animal.
I hope my pray can help the cat get rescue from God, if it believe the God exist. At last, forgiving my selfish and fear.